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31 octobre Event Queen 9Anne ^^
Still I need to attend to my routine work, my family and my gym...life is sooooooo full--no seam for nagativity.
30 octobre Tell Me If You Wanna Go with Me My Dear FriendI have a guest already. Dear Colleagues 各位同事，
Please join us for a night of drinks and canapés at our monthly cocktail event this Friday, November 2nd at MOCA( Museum of Contemporary Art-inside People’s Park) between 8-10pm. 欢迎大家积极参加我们一月一次的员工鸡尾酒会 时间：11月2日，周五 （晚上八点至十点） 地点: MOCA（当代美术馆－人民公园内）
Address: People's Park, 231 Nanjing West Road, Shanghai, 200003, China ( see location map below) 地址：上海南京西路231号人民公园内 200003
Dress Code: Smart Casual 着装：商务休闲装
All staff are invited to bring along 1 friend or family member to join them at the event as our guest. 所有员工可以邀请您的一位朋友或家人来加入我们的聚会。
28 octobre 第五个耳洞， ETC.今天打了第五个。在左耳朵上方。打在骨头的外沿。所以一点也不疼。我对痛感有很高的THRESHOLD。
 想想还有哪里好打。一个耳朵4个， 另一个2个不错呀。
 现在在听YOGA MUSIC， 也泡了杯YOGI TEA. 很好的周日下午，读着感动我的书--TUESDAYS WITH MORRIE （相约星期二的英文版。）
LOVE IS LIFETIME, FOR OTHERS. A DIFFERENT VIEW OF THE WORLD. 今天可以看完，明天上班时应该感觉又多一种美好的情感。
To read more on my Sunday trivia, please go to: http://juanwen8.spaces.live.com/blog/
27 octobre From Joseph I Met in Singpoare-BOTTOM-LOVETonight's Full Moon is 40% Brighter than other Fool Moons. Kind of like ALL my Friends, 40% Brighter. Sorry for not being more intiment in my personal writings, especially to those who have written me. My words are just smudges to a page, however my Heart, my Love, and my Feelings go out to EVERYONE!
Dancing Moon (It's an Instructional Piece/Peace)
Place a Glass unto Your Hand. Select the Wine for the Evening of Red. Go outside when the Night Air is Clear and Dark. Use the Fullness of the Moon to Light Your Path. Savior the Last Glass of Wine and Fill it Fine. Be Sure the Moon is Placed High in the Night Sky. Place the Glass so the Moon's Reflection Shows. Instill a Haze in Your Gaze or Not. With a Steady Hand the Moon will Stand, For if Not, You Are "Dancing With The Moon" Old News maybe, but BRIGHTER! -- The Moon Dance has never been repeated, it is Uniquely Yours, the Dance has never missed a beat of Your Heart or beat to Your Favorite Music. So Play On! LOVE is ............ a LIFETIME
<(: {> ALL ONE ~ ONE ALL ~ ALL LOVE ~ LOVE ALL ~ ONE ALL <} :)>
Bottom-Love, YOUR Josef
IT IS JUST SO HEART WARMING. HE TOLD ME- DO NOT TAKE LIFE TOO SERIOUSLY. SOMETIMES IT IS TRUE. BUT MAYBE THAT IS FOR A MAN WITH GROWN UP CHILDREN TO SAY RATHER THAN FOR A YOUNG PROMISING LIKE ME?^^
__________________________________________________ 25 octobre Wednesday SummaryToday B. ... i will copy the story tomorrow.
Dear xx, Other than the other day when B said about me and xxx talking loud and playing cell phone music on Indian Dinner. You know that was totally shocking for me to hear a doctor like her to say that in front of team. Something funny happened to her. But I won’t make a fuss. Just let you know she is not so ‘balanced’ mentally.
On my first day, I was talking to K. about afternoon meeting when she came to our office to go for a lunch with K. B came to my desk after they left saying to me” JoAnne can you be less amateurish? If you continue talk to physicians like this, (like what? I do not understand?), you will get bullied here. I will not be able to help you. And you need to remember you are above the physicians and you lead them to doing things.’ I agree with her thinking that we need to take initiatives but she was really talking with no art.
Last evening I said B let us discuss about The Fair(magazine), it could be possible magazine partner. She replied : is it urgent? And put it aside on her desk without saying anything further. Communication is important- that is what I learned but sometimes I cannot communicate with her somehow. From day one, she is hostile towards me—on my first day in corp office, she commented funny on my height and I was shocked.
This morning Ayi was looking for her but she was not at the desk. When she came up I said B ayi is looking for you for the afternoon session and catering company needs to see you. She did not reply to my reminder as if I said nothing. ???
And just a min ago, in front of everyone, she said : “JoAnne can you prepare for me 10 paper bags with materials inside. You need to check with the receptionist. I am very busy to receive 10 doctors from Beijing.” Honestly I would not mind to help as a team if she is busy but she is like bossing round and if I were her I would come to her desk and say B, do you have time to help me with some bags? It is like I am her ayi. I said I have my things to do and please prepare the bags yourself.
I may have behavioral competence problem but with common sense, xxx thinks so high of herself. I respect her as a doctor as the ayi here calls her X LaoShi (teacher). And I am truly junior compared to her by experiences and academia.But I can not really take the arrogance she extends to me.
I am sorry I am not stabbing her in the back. There is not a single words I cooked up in quoting her talk to me. I am not her threat and she does not need to be so hostile.
Anyway I will continue doing my part with confidence and please do not email her suggesting unintentionally that she can boss me around. ie suggesting that we are doing our own jobs and communication is on a equal basis where necessary.
Cheers, JoAnne I bought a nice cheongsong in the metro shopping mall today after watching Yi Shi Qing Yuan where actress are so beautiful dressed in Qi Pao. ^^ Tomorrow I am going back to Luwan with the Israli doctor so I can show off a bit ...LOL I won't die but will survice and thrive even you try to bolg me down M-L F!! I will always have better options.
Let me talk about after work activities. I booked Ma Boon Krong at noon with great anticipation. First time I went with S. it was so impressive. Second time, show was closed and only dinner still was served. So I was about to see full version today but it seems that disappointment always follow over expectation. The two dancers are not as beautiful as those who performed the other night and I do not think I got an idea of S's favourite dancer... But one of the girls danced with a joy from her heart as I can see from her face. She loves dance and enjoyed herself. I appreciate and think she must holds the same philosophy- Enjoy your work and you do not work a single day. I was imagining myself quitting my daytime professional job and switching to a dancing girl in the restaurant bringing joy and entertainment to the people- How nice it would be! Around 8, the girls came down to the dining floor to pin the orchid flowers on girl guests. Ko Poon Ka~~~ I got to have a close look at the confident dancer--she is indeed beautiful and very young.
We walked out to fetch my boots I bought from Pacific Department only to find the size they got me has one small piece of leather off. I asked for replacement as that pair of boots really costs a fair bit. It covers up to under knee and I would welcome colder weather where I can match it with wool short skirt...hehe Then I went with Jay for a decent backpack for his Xiamen trip but left the store empty-handed. Nike brand costs 500 for a sturdy materialed one. That is way too extravagant for a biz trip.
We decided to go for a foot reflexology together only to find we were just standing outside of Rojam. WOW, Jay suggested opening my eyes a bit. It is true that I have never been to a disco place in Shanghai and it is like a regret for my youth. With the 'we are young only once' mentality I went up to 4th floor to find out. It happened to be lady's night-free entry for me. Jay paid 50 kuai and we went in together. I found it funny when we both were in bizlike suits. I am wearing delicate Jessica shirt with the expensive jacket Gerry sent to me and my suede shoes, Jay in biz suits. It is like a misfit. We opened two bottle of Budwiser and I sipped a small one. Jay said make sure you are ok with drinking (a bit.) Sure I am a lady and I have control of myself. :) We were there at bay far from the dancing floor watching people dancing and enjoying themself high and relaxed. Squeezing my eyes, I tried to figure out who is who but all I could see is black figures twistig and twirling crazy. Throught those beams of laser and smoke, I saw the big screen showing those disco scenes overseas. To me, it is like standing like a mature girl looking back at a possiblity of doing some delayed teenager activities and finally I moved closer to the dancing place but still I could not step across the edge as if I do not at all belong to that world. I turned my head and Jay is assuming same expression like mine--indifferent. That enhanced my thinking--would I rather sit down in my room spending this time reading and upgrading a bit or rather swinging my body to this deafen-your-ear music? We spent too little time thinking to ourselves, being with ourselves to reach to the deepest inside calls. 'Let us leave.' So we left the place at around 10:20 when nighthawks are yet beginning to come out. The night is still young to many.
We hopped on the bus and Jay walked me home before he hopped on the taxi to home. Dash questioned me as I told him today that I would meet Jay--but we are really friends meeting each other once a month catching up on things and a lot of times I am the listener while this time Jay lent his ears and support for my BLACK OCT, 2007.
I saw Jay off in the taxi and went to the massage place for a foot massage. I heard the girls telling me stories of lowly men trying to take advantage of them physically. We are all earning a living and I appreciate this girl who said she would wait to grow older fast so people will trust her and do not think she is too young for a house maid. She told me she would rather be a 'proper' maid without harrassment than a girl who deals with men every day. I told her I admire her courage to fight back when men are overdoing it and thought to myself If I am rich and have children I would hire her to be my maid. She can do massage for my husband and myself! LOL I will let her read some books and becomes wiser and more confident... But thinking is just far from reality and I will work hard again tomorrow.
excitement points:
Talked to Henry the dentist and found he is married (not so exciting though LOL/a joke only) and he showed me the most state-of-art cerec tooth treatment method. It is really impressive with 3D x-ray and one-appointment solution and completion of any problem- crowing, or filling in or replacement/covering of Si Huan Su teeth. I regained my confidence with dentist and interest in dental care.
Saw the Trianle Mei (3 jiao mei) flower S. wants to put in his balcony. Was thinking---Should buy and deliver to him as a gift? Nah... Hehe...poor girls like me should save some money and let any man take care of themselves. Gifts we give might be sold and worth little. Similarly, Even you pose for a man as a model submissive and willing later on he forgets your name. (A story I recently heard with my own ears.) LOL But this Macau import plant really brings warmth in cold weather. It is blooms all over the pot. Small stems and a full cap of flowers.
meeting Chia Sin tomorrow after going for a tour with the orthopedist to LW, HQ, and probably JQ? -i am glad i do not need to rush to her house as planned. LOL
found 2 more people to sigh up for Physical Gym (price lower for 3-to-go and complimentary spa tickets.)so I will begin my own TWP starting this Friday! A lot of exercises to look young--post -25 maitainance plan takes off!
Good Night Yawn.
 22 octobre Today SummaryToday another good new work day. (5% bad
 ???? the rest GOOD !)Dress
 : Trussardi dark blue velvet blazer, U2 top (grey and black stripes), grey pleat skirt under knee length, suede black mid heel shoes and swarovski black crystal necklace. Just feel beautiful. SN gave his compliments. Tina said JoAnne is a beauty (but Renzhi said OK LA!! LOL yes I agree with him.). Other new girls think I dress like a foreigner (oh yes???:)) and do not look like a local (so far all think I am from Singapore). And Elaine gave me complements on my English. Oh I need to read more and more and more to progress, better and improve to never let myself down!This noon, I was talking to Ka. and Ka. about the pm meeting. Afterwards, B. came up to my desk and said something unbelievable to me: (out of blue as she never talks to me unless I talk to her first)"Can you be less amateurish? If you continue talking like that people will bully you again. They will never talk to me like that. (like what? the actual fact is Ka. was bossing her around as well as they are not very 'normal' as most doctors are not.) Doctors are all hard to deal with and if you continue this pattern I will not help you. You need to understand you are not a helper to anyone you are above them all!"
 i was kind of stunned. (now I remember Boss said to her once B. you will be senior while JoAnne will be joining you for the MKT team in TS. and last Wed. we just had that internal leadership training and that is effective on her I think.) And she was talking with a stiff long face and blood floss in the eyes. I squeezed out a smile saying "oh yes is it that bad? Thank you!" and thinking to myself what is wrong with this woman again? Last time she was saying on the table that VD and I were chatting loudly and playing phone music over Indian Dinner in Hyatt! (which was totally cooked up!!-who would do that anyway on a high scale dinner table??) Everyone on the team was shocked by the way she comments on other people. This time round I was so shocked by her "kind" advice! Again jealousy!!
SN is being very nice to me. People are all smiling and kind to me while she is always assuming this straight unsmiling face to everyone who seldom talks to her. It might make her feel authority? What is that? I do not need it -I prefer harmony and friendliness. It is right we need to keep distance but each one has her own style--I respect you being serious all the time and I admire myself being nice and smiling-- what is wrong with that? Why jealousy is omnipresent in the offices I work(I know it is normal esp. between women). I of course know where to draw the line and do not smile all the time. But what is so good about me that I cause jealousy all the time? I am tall, mediocre look, good personality--and you are a doctorate holder, married with kid, we are not comparable and each and every girl/woman has their own beauty and there is no need to be jealousy of anyone else. Love yourself! I have many reason to be jealous of A, B, C and D.....infiniti in my life time! But that does not make me better so I never am jealousy indeed. I am less valued than a nightclub girl--but I yield to the reality because she must be stronger in many other ways.I just laugh and let is pass. But why am I always facing freakos and jealous women jealous of me, an ordinary girl??But as long as I am shocked, I would write it here and laugh it off. Just like after SL's CME, I passed by Michelle like she was transparnt--she must have felt it and anger burnt in her heart. I won! JoAnne has got character and who cares who are you? I make her transparent and she will never hurt me again. Unless she is going to write another complaints behind my back to MM? That is so childish!:) About Bei, just will give her a nice smile~~ as usual tomorrow. Let her be jealous and say words that are insulting. If I choose not to feel it bad way I win!
Hey hey today I met the dentist Henry Z. What a handsome guy!
What a good name. LOL! Wonder if he is married/attached? LOL. I am like a "Wolf Grandma-lang wai po" nowadays! hahaha... Anyway he is really my type-- quite tall, a bit chubby, a bit shy (oh ho!) and talented as a dentist in SG! March March March to the good guys! LOL...I just got back from YOGA glass with S. Had Province de Tree just nice
 ! It was a nice release of tension. He rushed after class to see his gfsssssssssss. :( Heeee I am not jealous nor surprised. I was left alone doing treadmill... But I feel so relaxed this moment. More importantly I got bitchy thingy created by those women out of my chest.Good night~
Vivian is So Sweet--Thank You Mauh~~And Share with You All... Vivian is on my friend list.
October 22
To:99U r really a nice listener to yr friend around u,hee'
 The following is the BAO ZHENG SHU,in our bank,we call it GUARANTEE,haha ,just a joke!!!
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21 octobre Weekend!It was very fun and enriched. I wish days to come are like this. But we live by catching the moments and do not expect high. :0)
Saturday I got up at 7 and stopped by Luwan. Uncle Tang was there waiting for me and Jossie to go to San Jia Gang campus of SAS. The Active Kidz Shanghai organized 20 teams soccer players representing different nations for this International Kidz Soccer Tournament. We went there to send out our brochures and provide First Aid. Jossie handled 6 injured kids! :) And as it was chilly in the soccer field, I had to stand in the sun for the whole day to get my skin tanned (in a hurry thus did not apply sun screen as I recently demand of myself to do.). I got to know the girl Henna next table- her mom is Japanese and daddy is New Zealander. She is just cute, active and smart (like I was telling her--you need to think about pest management of your muffins (free for kids and 9Anne lol), she thought of a way immediately by covering each and everyone with the original containers. And she does everything in such a organized way- each flavour for one row, etc. She is just sweet and cute! I wish I had such a a child to my own.) And for lunch, we had true American style beef burger and vege salad--it was sooooo good for someone who do not really like beef. You can imagine how succulent the beef was. And after passed fast as we played soccer with Henna and Jojeana her friend--kids from western family, bare footed, short skirt in the strong wind, and they just do not care. They were like super energetic- running and charging up the small upslope/hill? and let me be the one in the middle (piggy in the middle) to stop the ball. I was exhausted by the kids in the end. And Henna was like missing me when I left for rest room. Where is JoAnne??? Haha... when I came back she gave me a muffin serioulsy forking her hands to me while she is sitting behind the table like a shop keeper. She forgot about the muffins and played with me the soccer. When she took a break she said: "Oh, I think I need to work because my mom asked who would volunteer for the job and I did!' That is just so lovely and cute.
Then we had super rich dinner-buffet style in SAS. Really good food and I even got to doggiebag one subway style roll home for breakfast. Hehe imagine my niece studies there and eat that buffet lunch every day? How lucky those kidz are!! Their lives are so enriched and sufficient. They have nothing to worry about but to play hard!
Uncle Tang dropped me off right in front of Pacific Department Store and I met S. for dinner in Ma Boon Krong. That was really exotic and exciting. Thai girls dancing onthe stage and brilliant decoration! Papaya salad and vege curry for the healthy and I appreciate his attitudes towards the dancers -- no one applauded but him, just like he introduced to me his 'meimei' later on the stree. I ordered my favourite Water Crest honey tea and had a good chat with him before I hailed a taxi for home.
Sunday I slept until I woke up with a headache. Too much sleep! Got up and ate a good lunch full of fish and vege. Went out to S.' place to listen to the music and appreciate his photographs. What a cultural afternoon--the place is full of books, antique furnitures, magazines. And yes he is right 'intelligence is sexy.' We then shared some travel experiences and proceeded to Physics gym for some workout! Did stair master, torso rotations and other power postures following the professional instructor! I was like a fish out of water and felt a bit dizzy after some over-exercises (because I seldom go to gym and the air is stale I think??) My dear instructor taught me how to do those postures with the weight to relieve the stiffness around the neck and shoulder. I was truely appreciative that he was so nice and patient to me. Even though he introduced to me this book " The Virtue of Selfishness" I still see the "altruism" that prevailed in his 'earlier years.' When I finally finished shower and walked out I saw him vedio taking the guy singing a famous Italian song on the street right in front of the building. "JoAnne this is my friend and she is my meimei!' And then he gave her a hug and put 30 yuan in the box which reads " performance for raising fund for my children's tuition'. And the Mei Mei said "he is just so kind hearted". Yes that point I noticed for some time. The guy obviously was very grateful and sang another song and S. gavehis hands and 'bravo!'. Haha... that caught a lot of attention just like the night before when he was telling me how he jumped onto a guy from the back when he was trying to pick pocket from a man walking in the front. He was telling story with demostration with himself bending and hands grapping the floor. I was right standing in front of him listening to the story---well that forms a scene where he is cowtow to me. Some people passed by and laughed. I realized now that we are on the crossroad of Huaihai Road Middle. But he said "Of course (i did demo), life is so short!" that is true. The saying of the day is There Is Only One Life for US: Our Own.
And then we went back to Ma Boon Krong- I had my tong yang soup, green papaya salad and lime juice. Spicy and refreshing. We had a hug and went home respectively. What a beautiful evening it was. I appreciate men guiding me how to live a good life by their actions not words. And S. certainly gave a good example.
Cheers and may peace be with my heart...
19 octobre A Dream (of Fleeting Train/Time)I had a dream. I am on a fast moving train, sitting there on the single seat tboth sides of passengers whose images were vague. K. was standing right beside me. The train is moving at a stable but fast speed. Outside of the window, time and space is passing by like impressionism works. Both K. and I are not speaking and looking outside of the window. I crossed my right arm around his, while he is having his palm in the trousers pocket. I lean my head over and rest it on his waist side while gazing at the passing scenery and my tears streaming down my cheeks as I was thinking to myself how much youth has slipped by over these years since I was 19 ... Not sure what prompted that dream. Maybe it is a subconscious sentimentality over the time that I unintentionally 'wasted'? Or the grief over the past relationship that began with K. as my first man? When I woke up, I really felt sad and cried a lit bit more before I calmed down and dozed off again. But that is always the pattern of my sad dreams- crying in the dream and waking up to cry even harder imagining in the dark what if it was real or reflecting on how sad the reality is...
Just went down to have my hair trimmed and came up feeling good. Hee...In singapore I would spend 5 times more. (still think of the price by dividing it by 5:P). Tomorrow I am working for Kidz Football Tournament @ SAS. Must be fun!
17 octobre Improved TodayToday I am first day away from trouble center. But peace does not follow as Dr. S's CME went smoothly and caused jealousy again. This crazy woman wrote me another nasty email...after I referred biz to her!!!!
Really mad at and look down upon those type of person with 'heart disease'--The hardest people to deal with is Women and Children--Now I understand what our wisest ancestor Confucius said. Hehe So I should love men... and my own kids (maybe) only. Hehe... But as boss told me do not read email from her with anger--or just delete it. Ok, I have the strongest support in the world, from boss, from my close friends in the company (I have this power believe in me) and I believe from the gods.
Had a wonderful tea session after the CME with Dr. S (different S.) and he encourages me to start my own business. He sounds like he will invest? hehe...thinking thinking thinking...Came home to find a big box of gifts from the States! (opps--no jealousy again!) I am so so so so happy!!!!!!!!! I am like reaping windfalls as I only expected thing for brother. Burt's bee, vase, scarestraw and books with beautiful name!!!
"So cute- for JoJo! " That will make the rest of my day! and week!
This Saturday I am gonna work again at SAS. Hopefully I can enjoy a different weekend with peace of mind. Ordeals are yet to pass (I have yet to face some challenges during handing over) but nothing is impossible with a willing heart. At least I have Dr. S! (Opps! You guess!), Dr. K. , SN, SX, and my team who all support and enjoy me.
Let us hope for a better tomorrow. Well today DUI meeting was a success and working at doc lounge in TS was so peaceful, exclusive and priviliged...
And other thing is I made friends with Patti --through the 'sock' and wrong attachments. :) We treat people the way we want to be treated. ;)
16 octobre Zodiac Sign Analysis of the Day LOL“背”的日子里。。。。。。
Cancer
June 22 - July 22 Be disciplined about your emotions today, dear Cancer, and try not to fly off the handle if a situation gets too intense. It could be that someone is trying to lock you into their world and is holding tightly onto the key. You feel claustrophobic.<---------
(Well everyone feels that way sometimes in office? Now I understand why AQ told me she enjoys going out to see customerssssssssssssssss. well everything has two sides.) Instead of trying to break down the door, consider taking a more conservative approach in your actions. Talk it over.Today had a nice day talking to SN. He is a nice guy really. Pity he is married. LOL.
AQ told me later that girls call him Hao Nan Er-Good Boy. LOL. Now I need to embark on this TWP to help elites, top cream executive to achive a life long benefit of healthy lifestyle. LOL. SN said I can be the first one to experience this as a MKT person before I launch the MKT activities. He wrote on the file-Give us one day and we will give you your life! LOL, again.
Good I am going to work with a panel of professional doctors who I hope are not freakos, or psychos. At least SN seems very happy to have me there. Well, I hope well begun is half done. So far I had a nice beginning here in TS. Keep the momentum! Praying to all the gods!
"Only God knows, and he's not telling!"
15 octobre Maybe I Should Get Away?Cancer
June 22 - July 22 You might have a hard time focusing yourself today, dear Cancer. It could be that you need to take a time-out. Put your projects down and step back from them for a while. It is important for you to see the overall view of the situation. It could be that you have focused on the details for so long that you have missed an important part of the picture that is only seen by looking at it from a distance.
Maybe should go to ChengDu? hehe...to see our new facilities there and have a good time for the weekends!
 ?? How? With 'Just Don't Care' Mentality?  Today another shitty thing happened to me- But I won't deliberate it here. Just I have bad luck these days and it was really a laugh when someone told me 'Do you think you will be where you are at PH without my support and guidance? ' Well, the 'black cloud' drifted over my head? Well, never have had my share of good things in this case but only the bad part. Maybe energy is moving away for a short while??
Nothing is perfect though- luckily since youth/infancy??, I have been realizing it and I expected bad things here and there in a life time.
And I am also shocked by some findings by accident. I always have had Uncle Sam!??? Sigh...
I am off to bed now. Really feeling down these days.
13 octobre 转运！～～～～！"It is during our darkest moments that we must focus to see the light."
"Do not let what you can not do hinder you from doing the things you can do."
" The Nellie, a cruising yawl, swung to her anchor without a flutter of the sails, and wasa at rest. The flood had made, the wind was nearly calm, and being bound down the river, the only thing for it was to come to and wait for the turn of the tide"- Heart of Darkness by Josepy Conrad
最近非常不顺利。但是有说福祸相依？ 希望可以转运。
看了过往的一些相册。回顾了和朋友们的美丽时光-往事历历在目。
浏览去杭州的一些照片-看到自己灿烂的笑容- 真地很久没有那么发自内心地笑了。
提醒自己暂时的挫折没什么大不了的-还是要对生活充满信心。可能我的方式-反抗，哭，和自我暗示都是很好的心理调节。
所以我说过我永远不会有心理问题。今天和SALLY姐姐打了很久的电话。她让我顶住要乖。
I re-read some guidelines from Nice Girls Don't Get The Corner Office. What is the use of theory?
Sometimes, even I am so called booksmart, I fail to be streetsmart.
^^已经让12345哥哥帮我在经过庙宇的时候祈福。呵呵。。。临时抱佛脚？我一直以为佛在心中。施德行善。 坏人总是有报应的。
至于我自己，相信明天会更好吧。要睡了。今天也加班的。现在看镜子已经很面目可憎了。^^
 by the way the song that is playing now is We Just Don't Care---the best liked song over radio in Singapore. I used to listen to it many times on my way home from work. Hehe...Reminds us that life can not be taken too serioulsy!!!!! "I want to kiss you underneath the stars..." I miss that really.
And maybe just go and find a boy for myself?
 A very motivating song! Let us go to the park. - Viv sent that link to me on YouTube. Friday had dinner with Huili in Wu Mi Porridge--a hotpot restaurant. I always like that type of food-- small helping but very delicate. Now today I am going to see the concert @ Shanghai Music Hall, following the Asia Night: The Epic Musicals-HERO. Row 5, thanks to Huili's generosity!! Heeeee. going to be a gooseberry since today I am going to see HuiLi's bf for the first time in that highbrow place. 3 octobre To Me You are Auntie[ ][. ][: ][:.][::] says:
to me u r auntie.... Gui Lin Park for 桂花 and now I have UNCLE S.! says: yes i know Gui Lin Park for 桂花 and now I have UNCLE S.! says: always naggging like Auntie Xiang (Lin Sao) [ ][. ][: ][:.][::] says: cos your life experience is much more than girls your age... ][. ][: ][:.][::] says: not talking about look Gui Lin Park for 桂花 and now I have UNCLE S.! says:  [ ][. ][: ][:.][::] says: inner self Gui Lin Park for 桂花 and now I have UNCLE S.! says:  Gui Lin Park for 桂花 and now I have UNCLE S.! says: so old inner beauty ya~~~ |
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