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3月30日

Endless love-Singapore Marriage Conselling-A Good Concept

 
Quite Impressed by the diversified social relationship programs here.

Totally A Crap Policy-Reality Sucks

After trying, I still failed to get what I deserve.
"算了算了,弄得自己心情不好不值得." 大家看我的黑体字呀. 嘲一记. :P 然后请看我和HR专业硕士生的对话, 大家有什么意见的话, 可以留言.
之前我的PRESIDENT 是叫我留下来吧, 做到4月底起码,我没有接领子呀~ 真迟钝...损失惨重...以后做事要稳啊!
----- Original Message -----
From: "JoAnne Zhao"
To:
Cc:
Sent: Friday, March 30, 2007 5:08 PM
Subject: Re: Feedback


Dear Mr. xxxxx,

Thank you for the time explaining to me. Understood your points stated. It is fine with me not to get the 'extra' incentive. I learned it is company culture and it is right thing to do for the management to set the record straight.

Thank you again for your time and I am grateful that I have learned a lot during my time with the company.

Cheers!
JoAnne
 
----- Original Message -----
From: 
To: "Joanne Zhao Juan Wen" >
Cc:
Sent: Friday, March 30, 2007 4:39 PM
Subject: Re: Feedback

Dear Joanne,
Bonus is totally extra and not part of the employment contract. One of the main reason is to use the rare resouce to encourage the team
continue to contribute to the company in the coming year. It is the company long standing policy to only distribute to staffs who have not serve notice of resignation at the point of bonus announcement. The company need to be consistant in our management practice. We would like to thank you for your service while your were with us.
rgds

----- Original Message -----
From: Joanne Zhao Juan Wen 
Date: Friday, March 30, 2007 1:06 pm
Subject: Feedback

Dear Mr. xxx and Mr. xxxxx,

I learned from colleagues that staff who resign in March will not be getting any bonus. It is quite surprising to me because after working
for the whole year, all of us, on the high or low ladder of the company want to get rewarded for the hard work put in.

I do understand that bonus is for rewarding staff's hard work and performance. I did get bonus for the year 2004, and 2005,therefore
I think I have a strong reason to demand for the bonus for 2006, because I worked much harder myself having gained much more knowledage and experiences and not like a fresh graduate, I contributed to the company more. With the above reason, I would like to see if

I am thinking a staff who came on board in last July(an example) I belive he will get bonus on prorated basis because he did not resign in March. But if he resigned in April for certain reason, how does company see this issue? If staff work for whole year and end up getting no bonus they will leave with regret.In the long run, it is not beneficiary to the company.That is my personal opinion.
For my case, I resigned in a hurry because I was in the middle of discussion with company to see any opening for internal transfer
while my renting contract with my landlord came to an end and I had to make a quick decision before mid March(also one month notice in advance). What is why I was kinda pushed to submit my resignation letter quickly since I am heading to Shanghai.

Thank you for your precious time and patience! Hope I did not offend you by any unintentional improper words? I look forward to a
favorable reply.I think I deserve the bonus, regardless the amount,(because I understood it is also based on our group performance.) In the past 1.5 years, my supervisor kept on changing for some restructuring reason but I do believe Mr. Tang and my team know well about my work and some people from SUN also knows my working sytle.Basically as an employee I firstly believe in giving before I ask.You may want to refer to them for a performance review.

With warm regards,
 
对话: NATURE TELLS ME 是我
 
Alta says:
算了算了,弄得自己心情不好不值得
Nature Tells Me says:
 :P
Nature Tells Me says:
我还好啦
Nature Tells Me says:
你了解我的
Nature Tells Me says:
就是公司这样做欺骗人家感情呀
Alta says:
呵呵,因为我看到好多人在抱怨公司的这种制度
Nature Tells Me says:
对啊
Alta says:
还有许多人因为这样,选择发好奖金之后再走
Nature Tells Me says:
所以你作为人事专业硕士如何看待啊
Alta says:
但是你如果没得选择,那么就算了,你说你的价值又不止这些奖金
Alta says:
对巴
Alta says:
我只能这么说
Alta says:
每个公司。。。再人性化,在怎么为员工考虑
Alta says:
但是他的大方向还是公司的benefit
Alta says:
所有的人事定制度都是以公司利益为大前提
Nature Tells Me says:
不然老板就不是老板了...
Alta says:
然后再考虑为员工提供尽量有市场竞争力的福利
Alta says:
对阿对阿
Nature Tells Me says:
我也要做老板 ~
Alta says:
所以,你就别想这么多了,可以说家家公司都如此
Alta says:
娃哈哈~~~对的
Alta says:
这是个好主意
 
所以我的结论是: "己所不欲, 勿施于人."(感觉真好, 一篇带有CASE STUDY的业余人事管理论文写毕.) 娃哈哈~
SO MY CONCLUSTION IS: EVERYBODY/ EVERY ORG. WORKS FOR THEIR OWN BENEFITS. I MADE MY PEACE.

Timetable for March and April- Work & Play

Went to S'pore Botanic Garden with father yesterday and again it impressed me. I really like it so much. I am really going to miss this giant garden in the hustle bustle of Orchard Road. I saw a lot of non-working ladies with their babies, sitting there enjoying the sunshine and breeze. Most of them are probably wives of those expats here. I think time spent with the nature definitely is more valuable than with the people and work. Everytime I find myself so joyful and cheerful in the setting of Nature. Nature tells me I am so trivia and a passer-by. But I need to make it a wonderful journey!
 
Having enjoyed Jurong Bird Park, and Botanic Garden, we will hit our road to Zoo and Night Safari on Saturday! Many wonderful pictures to share with you guys. Wait until April!
 
March 2007 Time Table
17th Dad arrived picked him up at the Changi Airport
18th CityHall, Esplanade, Suntec city (fountain of fortune) and Marina Square by MRT
20th pm Jurong Bird Park
22nd Airticket to Shanghai (single trip super expensive but no choice, to sync with dad's departure time), Chinatown, Clark Quay, Fullurton Hotel, Singapore river etc. but no time for Tiong Bahru, the place I stayed for almost 1 year.
23rd Picking up the bulky item from Singapore Post, cleaned teeth, and rested home
24th Japanese lunch at Toa Payoh, marched to Orchard Road, shopped a bit in Taka, and moved around before heading to Little India for some temple viewing and Indian cuisine. (Father never likes it though, while I am so fond of it.)
25th home stay-cramps and no chance to go to Chinese/Japanese Garden, Ladeside and dinner in Jurong Point as planned
27th Vivocity and Sentosa Island. Caught the first day public performance of Song of the Sea, music fountain newly devised with an investment of 30 million SGD. Father is lucky~ with my good plan. Took the monorail, the whole new experience to get to the island. Fun!! with underwater world and dohphin lagoon. Dinner at the new food square...beside the sea. Really relaxed and soothing style.
29th botanic garden! As introduced above. For more visual impression, please see my album.
31st Zoo, day time zoo and night Safari, the world first. I will take dinner esp. in the zoo when the dusk is falling... with tribal performance. Really another world~ You will forget about your whereabout and totally engrossed in the forest setting~!
 
Here is some info. of my plan next month, when 5th is my last working day (That is next Thursday. And Friday will be Good Friday, well that is really GOOD~~~!!!! Well my company played a trick on me. I resigned in March and my bonus will be held back by them and I will not be rewarded for the past year hard work. Well, I won't negotiate with them. I will leave with grace. It is their failture to have the employee leave with feelings against them. It will not affect me much. After all, I am still young and promising and bonus/money is just means for the end.) and dear friends! I have quitted my current job and I am going to be free like a bird for a short while enjoying some more nature and relaxation. My tentative plan is to so some yoga in Shanghai admist GMAT test preparation.
 
OK here is my agenda for next week:(first week of April)
 
Father and I will go to Bangkok from 7th till 12th, April. Here is the hotel we are going to stay in. Thanks to Joe who booked the hotel near his home for us!
 
We will be arriving at Bangkok at around 1:35 pm local time on 7th, and Joe will be receiving us from the Airport and sending us to the hotel. He will resume working and a friend of his probably will probably tour guide us to the market. We will go back to the hotel waiting for Joe to pick us up again after 8 pm for a Thai Thai massage session. Dinner can be done around that time or earlier. After that, it will be time to rest a bit for a brand new next day.
 
It is Sunday on 8th. Joe will pick us up from the hotel and drive to the water market. Depending on the destination, it takes 1 or 2 hours to get there. Will try to finish the water market excersion at early afternoon and come back to Bangkok to see some of the palaces. Probably we will see the palace recommended by Joe. We will have dinner on the boat while viewing the beautiful palace and temples in the dusk... When the darkness falls, we will either go for a night market or for some massage, again. Thai food can be obtained from time to time as we go by differenct places.
 
We check out on 9th am, and will take a bus to Koh Samet. We will to go the Sai Kaeo Beach, the most famous and beautiful beach along the island. The route is: Bangkok bus station to Ferry Port---->Ferry Port via ferry to National Park Entrance---->Sai Kaeo Beach. I hope I can book a bungalow on the spot. Otherwise we will have to book a fancy hotel. Basically on Monday, the demand is not that strong. We will be enjoy the 'diamond sands' and Thaifood in the ocean breeze, and under the coconut trees. Well, I will choose a short one. People all know that sitting below a fruitful tall coconut tree is extremely dangerous. The higher it is the worse the fall, of the coconut. Haha...I really miss the sands, the leisurely film hut, the cheerful tree leavs waving to me when I was treking and the luscious pan cake with banana!~ At night time, we can sit down to view the performance of fire while sipping some soda water (lifting up the body while containing the minimum caffine.) Still remember we celebrate the birthday with Jim in May 2005. Jim, Dirk and I wandered around on foot in the evening, eating prata, pancakes, and in the day time we rode motocycle and printed our footprint everywhere along the coastal line. It was really the best time I have had.(Later Dirk told me that was the first time he had rode a motocycle-really quite crazy. I was riding on the back seat, doing some stunts like standing up and waving my handband, etc. :P) Time to review and re-impress!~ This will be a 3-day experience. We will check out on 12 pm and take the reverse route to get back to Bangkok. Arriving in Singapore at around 12 am and will check in hotel again arranged by YS. 2 nights stay while my last day will be for a dinner with Sally, my first and most kind landlady. On early 14th we will depart for the airport and fly back to Shanghai~! First time ever I will be flying with someone together to my hometown... I guess I will not cry~! I will make a comeback! heheeeee
 
No plans for Shanghai yet... Mainly to focus on GMAT and yoga to remove migraine. Seeing some Chinese Traditional doctors for cramps too. Those are the major pains in my life. ^^
 
3月27日

I Chose C----Very Accurate. Try Yours~

 

这是一册古朴而怀旧的相册,当你轻轻翻开它时,映入眼帘的第一张照片是你躺在母亲的怀抱里,正美美地睡着。翻开下一张照片是你在爬来爬去的场景。那么,接下来的第三张你认为会是一幅什么样的照片呢?

A你坐在床上,被很多绒毛小可爱的玩具包围着

B你在浴缸里快乐洗澡、玩耍

C坐着儿童学步椅,正在吃饭的你

D母亲拉着你的手,你正在蹒跚地学走路






选择A的人生活在框框中物质匮乏的童年——幸福度40%
在你的梦里经常会有紧张和焦虑的感觉吗?你的父母认为孩子能够独立是未来生活的重要基,所以你是在各种规章制度中成长起来的,他们对你的物质要求总是给予一半甚至是少于一半的满足。他们更多的是希望锻炼你的自我控制能力和培养你的同情心。童年里,陪伴你的玩具少而精,至今你还留着一些令你怀旧的童年物品吧。如果用“慈威”这个词来形容你对父母的印,可能最恰当不过了。也许是因为工作过于繁忙,有多少交流是在和颜悦色下进行的呢?于是从童年开始你就学会了克制自己,不随便表达情感,过于严肃而认真地对待每一个问题,也许那背后隐藏的是你复杂的情感——包括尴尬、自我憎恶,曾经的自豪和被压抑的野心。你够优,也够执著和完美,可是这种过于按部就班严谨的童年,带给你的是成年之后的过度谨慎和小心翼翼,任何一种出轨的行为和思维绝对不会在你的生活中出现,即使是偶尔的放纵也会让自己
自责不已!你实在太希望父母和周围人对你满意了。
建议:不要再带着童年的框框“行走江湖”了,它已经让你身心疲惫。少一些,将自己的情绪隐藏于心里或不肯承认内心的情绪;多一些,无伤大雅的“出格”行为,自然的你,不在意别人的你同样魅力十足!

选择B的人快乐天使的为所欲为——幸福度90% 你的童年是绝对快乐的!自由而率真的天性一直保留到现在,父母给予你的空间是极为宽松,你完全可以按照个人的想法生活。所以你喜欢令人愉快的事情,喜欢空想,兴趣和爱好十分广泛,好奇心强。寻求娱乐、饮食上的满足,有强烈占有欲,只要是你需要的,父母都会尽量满足,你像一个快乐的天使“为所欲为”。善意的恶作剧、顽皮的扮相、出格的打扮,做我所做无怨无悔!儿童时候从不在意自我语言表达方式,是否至今仍习惯使用感叹句,“哇!”“嗨!”……你对自己的满意度是相当高的。相信肯定自我,认为自己的理智使你足以冷静地在复杂的人际交往中穿梭,所以蹩脚地耍性子、装模作样吸引他人的注意力绝不是你的性格。但是,你的内心极度敏感,过高的自尊,难以容纳他人对你提出的忠告和建议,尤其是来自那些与你一样充满自信的人或比你年幼的人,即使私下里你认为是对的,也绝不承认可以接受对方的想法。接受旁边人的指导、建议、观点,对于你来说就是对自己的否定,对自尊的伤害。所以期待你改变某一种观念真的很难呀!你不缺乏认同感、安全感,只是少了些留给自己和他人相融的心理空间,那么你带给合作过的人的印象往往是乖僻、别扭又有点拽。
建议:漫长的岁月中还有很多机会需要你的合作,请尽快结束只为自己而执着的心理状态,把时间放长,把空间放宽,让周围更多的理念和创意融进你的心灵。时间流逝后,你更有机会和资本充分展开、仔细打量从容的人生。

选择C的人沐浴在过度呵护爱的世界中的你被代替成长——幸福度70%
你的童年充分享受了父母的呵护,他们给你的爱也可以说是一种过度的保护。任何事情父母都不离手,怕你冒险出意外,从不让你去尝试、突破。至今他们还担心你一个人是否能独立生。在外人的眼里你善解人意,从不故意找茬、装模作样地表现自己,对他人的建议和劝告耐心倾听接纳,很少表达反对意见,顺从而体贴周围的人。虽然看起来简单而质朴的外在性格使你拥有不少朋友,但是你刻意制造的交往距离,往往使双方很难走进彼此的心灵世界,自己却经常叹息一声:知音难觅。其实,真实的自我只有在回到了安全的家庭氛围中才会从面具后面走出来。面对亲密的家人,闹性子、毫无顾忌地发脾气,故意做和父母期待相反的事情……低忍、高焦虑的你经常让亲人感到很别扭,却又无可奈何。这是因为你的潜意识在地过度保护你的父母逆反、抗议!童年成长被代替的你,一直渴望有所突破,所以在家里你不愿意做不受人信赖的、一直没有信心的人,你要去证明自己,战胜、超越所有的人。有停地转换角色,徘徊于外面表现得温柔质朴、回到家中蹩脚地发泄自己情绪之间,拥有如此厚重的双重面具,有没有感到身心疲惫呢?
建议:童年的成长经历可能一直让你寻求超越自我的途径,成人之后会感到有一些缺点和内心情绪需要掩饰。但是只有保持一定程度的真实性会让自己身心平衡地与外界接触,才能解决内心的冲突需要寻找到真正的症结所在。当你学会在家庭中享受温暖时,才可以表达自己的一切坦诚和信任。

选择D的人傲慢寡言面具背后的质朴——幸福度20% 你的童年是在一个极度缺乏安全感的情况下度过的,曾经有多少次渴望倾诉、寻求爱抚都因不能与父母沟通而半途而废,你的情感自始至终都不能有人读得懂。如果不是你的家长对你过于严厉苛刻,就是你根本过早离开父母的怀抱独立,或者是在其他长辈的呵护下成长起来的。童年中你就学会了看着长辈的眼色行事,时而渴望张扬个性,时而却困难以摆脱自卑情绪而沉默寡言。矛盾和冲突是你内心最重要的词汇,掩饰、修饰、装饰是用来整合你的一切言行,这样看来你才能让你那严厉的父母感到满意,引起他们的注意。来自内心深处对自己的不确定感、不自信,使你经常不愿自己的言行影响到他人对你的看法。所以,与其故意装模作样地引起他人的注意、给人造成某些不必要的麻烦,你更愿意习惯性地顺从长辈、上司,希望自已所做的一切能让周围人满意,并被他们所接纳;然而在表面上,你有傲慢自负的言行来证明自己的与众不同,私下里却为了博得他人的好感,处处替他人着想,并经常为一些后悔的念头所束缚。也许你认为这样,会让所有的一切顺利而和谐,可是当缺少用慎重的目光审视外来信息时,小心陷入被人利用的陷阱中啊!
建议:给自己一次机会,信任自己的决策和选择;给自己一点信心,从矛盾心结中走出来;再给心灵一些力量,人际交往中不一定使每个人都满意,只要你充满诚意就可以了!

3月23日

上海娃娃

quite funny this song
喂 侬寻啥人呀 我阿勿晓得 听得勿清楚 哽么侬等一息
被人家抛弃我勿吓 我加好 是侬损失 我有信心 再去拣 跟侬侬侬去白相
大家出去 买物事 到公园拍照片 开开心心 阿拉嘻嘻哈哈 一道拍拍手
*不怕孤单 爱情有选择 真的想我吗 是真是假
**讨厌你每天太啰嗦 我不要你管我
放弃你算什么 1234 (one two three four)我爱我
七情六欲喜怒哀乐 我现在很快乐 摇摇摇 up and down 每天都会 (起起落落) up and down 
侬侬侬勿要再寻我 我要刺激 勿要憨大帮侬一道 浪费晨光 格趟我勿会再心软
谢谢侬 快滚开 好男人多的是 我一定会嘻嘻哈哈过得比侬好 
头发剪脱放5天假 晒晒太阳有人爱我心情可以好up
唱片勿卖工作勿多 被老板骂没人欢喜心情可以好down  


 

Everybody's Leaving-This Time for Real

Haha, Teddy Bear Gerry said it is that they are following me. (Joke) Anyway I am not feeling the fluke for making this popular decision of quitting the job. It is totally based on personal need and life path. Af all my company trained me and I am like a tough stone ground smooth. In many ways. My character was certainly tuned, finer I hope. And my way of thinking defnitely has absorbed the culture here, which I believe I have reminded myself of discretion problem.
 
Yes my fellow colleagues in the technical team are leaving in force. Surprisingly after I submitted the resgination letter, I heard Derr., Vel., Mike, are leaving around the same time. Today is Der.'s last day. He came one month later then I did in 2004 and now he leaves a little bit earlier than I am doing. Quite an coincidence! Maybe it is young people! Those who are married, and those who are here for more than 5 years will never leave due to their need for stability and their privilige of being a senior employee being relatively higher paid.
 
But the problem is telents are draining (hope I am one of them^^). It certainly has something to do with the money incentive. But other than that, it is more of a factor of sense of achievement and being recognized.
 
During my stay here for 2.5 months, my supervisor kept on changing. My leave approval and performance assessment is done by different bosses and the boss who I report to on daily work was not the one who gave me performance review due to a suddent change in their management structuring. This certainly put a big damper on my confidence in my future- who is going to satnd up and speak up for me for my hard work and efforts when I am not even sure who is my boss? Something more astonishing happened.Then on another turn, the boss who reviewd and recommended my pay rise quitted his job because of some dramatic changes in their management positioning. Even senior managers are not sure about where they are going. I still remember in D&D, I ulshered in guests including Tang, who said to me No worries JoAnne soon I will find my seat. I could somehow sense the double meaning. Totally chaos in the managment and how can people downstairs feel secure and setteled and protected.
 
As a distribution-natured company, we do not own proprietary technology and we are constently shouted at by the vendors because they are the ones who give us business to do. The management thus will never compromise their good ties with the vendors and thus it is not possible for them to protect our interest once there is any disputes/conflicts on workloads between us and vendor partners. We are actually colleagues standing on the same line selling products to the reseller/end customer but as a distributor we have to do more because we are dependant. It is a sad story for us people in the not so high level of hierarchy of the company coz once the management gives directives we are the ones to follow with much more work, pains, frustration. That is what I concluded after working here. This is only No.1 point.
 
The other serious issue is pay issue. As I observed, senior employees never resign but the highly mobile workforce are those who have been working here for less then 2 years, on average. Some leaves on a more firm and decisive character after working here for less then half a year, or a quarter. It is because people are came in years back started with relatively better pay during those thriving years and as years goes by their salary never got cut but increased. To date, no body standing on those 'old' positions are willing to leave due to the good comfort zone type of jobs they have- good pay, routine job scope, and relatively not-so-bad benefits. For new/late comers, the story has never been the same- low start pay, increment by percentage based on the low basic salary, and the recent years constant change of managements here and there. People do not see a prosperous future with those drastic changes which affects the morale, and also the confidence. When the pay is not so satisfying, people really see no reason why they stay on... That is point No.2.
 
No3. is jealousy or politics. I remember reading our own company post, reporting manangers commenting on company culture- the extent of politics is almost next to none. It is not true. There are certainly competition or tension in the email exchanges between those guys on the similar ladder, and between the higher standing ones and the catching up ones. I feel knowledge is not well shared since people are afraid to sharing and becoming not so scarce. It is not healhty and sustainable approach for an IT company like us. We do no own our own-branded technology and yet we are not willing and ready to share knowledge in the fear that people will catch up. It is totally a big barrier to the team spirit and thus the advance of the whole group. Managers are not so generous with prasies and recognition of the outstanding performance by the staff for whatever psychological fear. Only when problem arises, we feel the panic and the impact of lack of good communication and sharing. Communication is essential to any kind of relationship. Good communication and sharing impart the team with a lot more confidence, solidarity and will to over come adversity at bad times. This is certainly something lacking in here, due to people's emotions in the workplace that is supposed to be professional. Emotiones are inevitable but are subdued when well managed with scientific approach of communication, sharing, listening and encouragement. There is always an big deal about positive enchancement, not only applicable to the children...
 
Now HP team is left with 2 engineers, and SUN team with Susan pressurized and exploited due to their unfiar perception of inexpensive 'China or India' labors. When you give people a good life with due respect in the form of commensurate pay, well planned schedule, are people willing to serve longer happinly. Nobody can keep on working like slaves, going home dog tired and at the month end receiving small paylist.
 
As for myself, it is time I took a break, to think about the things to do next after these 2.5 years working. Maybe it is time to upgrade myself a bit, here and there, physically and academically. LOL.
 
Upgrading work in progress~ Sorry for the inconvenience caused...~~~(Have to live off parents for a while la~).
 
 
3月22日

Forwarded From XinLin

from XinLin
 
 
Life is a challenge  Meet it
Life is a gift Accept it
Life is an adventure Dare it
Life is a sorrow Face it
Life is a duty Perform it
Life is a mystery Unfold it
Life is a game Play it
Life is a song Sing it
Life is an opportunity Take it
Life is a journey Complete it
Life is a promise Fulfill it
Life is a love Love it
Life is a beauty Praise it
Life is a spirit Realize it
Life is a struggle Fight it
Life is a puzzle Solve it
Life is a goal Achieve it
3月17日

A Dream

Had a dream- playing hide and seek with kids. And they charged at me and crashed into me. I felt so happy. But somehow I found myself too big to hide and not as nimble as them to climb up and down, here and there. I felt so exhausted when I tried to climb up a fence which they easily squeezed themselves through. I woke up!
3月14日

Damanding JoJO Maybe?^^

Remember when I was buying books,
I looked for books with no dog ears,
Made sure there is no broken part, and all is well aligned in printing etc.
That was my middle school years, when I was a bookbug. 
The shop assistant made friends with me as I was a patron of her shop.
One day she said:
a yioooo. you are so particular in choosing a book-a lot of physical check and content assessment;
when you grow up you will be demanding too when you look for a husband!
Now it is time----
And I recall what she said,which was shrugged off by a laugh then
She might be very right, as it turned out to be ture?
 
I always maintained that the guys I have met are (most of them) so demanding and perfectionist. Maybe I am worse/better^^ as I just realized these days? But isn't that a good sign?
Mama pointed out that the threshold for me was very high. But it benefits no matter what!
 
Just some thinking when I am working in the same time...(R. said to me. Ohyiooo I am so busy, JoAnne can you help me with this and that?- Well I will work for the sake of myself wherever I am now.)
3月13日

狂欢是一群人的孤单 孤单是一个人的狂欢

 
爸爸要来了 带他去泰国岛上重温一下最快乐的日子! 想不到过了2年我就回去了...呀.DIRK和JIM说好了同我一起在8年重游故地的~~ 看来我的心愿实现了!(我当时想我才不要8年来^^)
 
- I AM A CREATURE OF HABIT, ALWAYS REVERTING TO GOOD OLD PLACES.
 
然后! 我计划一个人去旅行! 越南, 老挝, 和缅甸+Combodia(any combination 或者 ALL)
 
旅行期为期一月或更久(起始日为下月中旬)-哦不要问我HOW AND WHY?
 
大概想是去佛教圣地 净化心灵(听起来我的心灵不纯洁似的?)
 
已经做了很多目的地的调查和研究了喔~哇哈哈!!
 
志同道合者 请报名与我为伍
 
出发点新加坡/上海(SECONDARY)
 
希望我出来的时候不是NAN, 也不是YOGA MASTER (没有去印度)哈哈~~!!
 
"我一个人吃饭旅行到处走走停停..." 想不到我一直K的歌(在家里K的) 要实现了哦!! 事在人为!
 
mama说她看了很紧张我的安全, 我忘记说了, 我跟旅行团呢~~ 哎, 真丢人, 这么大了还是妈妈,妈妈的... 没办法呀... 自虐的自杀的都想想自己的父母就不会了! 我更加不会的妈妈你放心好了~~
 
会给大家看照片的!
 
哎哟哟, 要借个DC...要拍马屁去了呀! 之前的都摔了.如同我的S.E.手机一样.
 
Anyway today's horoscope reading:
 
Cancer
June 22 - July 22
You are speeding along in your vehicle and suddenly there is a huge ramp in front of you, dear Cancer. You have the choice of avoiding the ramp, staying on the ground where you know that it is safe and clear, and being content with a very limited view of the world. Another choice, however, is to hit that ramp head-on and let it send you soaring up over the trees and beyond. Who knows where you might land? There is an incredible adventure waiting for you when you take that leap into the unknown.
 
De Ja Vu~~ Teddy Bear Told Me So?

3月1日

Nortel Event in Q Bar

Jim has arrived in Singapore.  A bad friend to him. I have been sick and could not find a time for lunch or dinner with him.
Attended Nortel Partner Appreciation Party in Q Bar. It is really new in Raffle's place--the museum right on the Singapore River, with in the approximity of Clark Quay. Anyway reserved the Q bar coupon for him...haha...bar people they are...
 
Wine with small tarts (cream with carvia, smoke sarlmon, or pickle) as snacks before the 'Lor Hey(?) meaning the toss', followed by buffet dinner enriched with games, lucky draws, speech by Nortel key persons and best sales person awards. Two guys. Remember K. told me his stock with Nortel was bad? :O opps! I got called up to the stage as they got a luck draw prize for me- a bottle of 2005 vintage Australia wine. ;) Problem is everytime I pretend to be a lady appreciate wine, I got stomachcramp. Today was not exceptional. Observed people from the corner. Talked to people came to me. Listened to excellent motivating speeches from the management to their own team and partners... Learning is lifetime process, anywhere anytime.
 
Got rib pain after taking the anti-biotics with a sip or red wine. Bad chemical reaction!!! Ran into Mcdonald to drink a cup of hot milo and felt an immediate recovery... Continued with Ruth and Dinesh to march to the MRT. Passed by Indochine located in Asian Civilization Museum, a place of good memory. Ruth has good experience. Thankful to her medical advice. In MC, i left my bag of Nortel T-shit on another desk. Dinesh made a good joke " Please do not leave your belongings unattened. If you spot any suspected article, please report to our staff or call jojojo." haha...it is so funny for a non-mandarin speaking person to say the 999-jojojo. Quoting the train anti-terrorism broadcast. He is also a lucky guy here today, got a bottle of wine as well.
 
Everywhere I go, I try to print what I see in my mind. On the way home, with the rain, my tears dropped, feeling very nostalgic already of Singapore, of the people I will miss forever......
 
But I will believe my family needs me more than my selfish motive of enjoying life in a fine city. Shanghai is my birthplace and I appreciate it as well, if not more with the people I love and loving me within my reach.
 
I have composed a small paper of points for my discussion with my 'O'. Hope I will have good luck. Strong words and points to make my way!!